sometimes…
sometimes, it’s hard to express your feelings when you fear that you will be judged. and sometimes, it’s hard to say what you think, when you fear that you will be ridiculed. sometimes, it’s hard to let out your emotions, you just don’t want to be overly sensitive. so what happens then… you wonder… will there only be the stars and the rainbows in the sky to share your thoughts with?
sometimes, you grow overly emotional simply because you’ve just been hurt for too many a time. and sometimes, the scars do not heal. they stay… but perhaps they will heal. sometimes, it even pains to think that someday you might feel utterly numb and feel nothing no more. no anger. no annoyance. no fury. no wrath. no emotion. nothing…
it seems so lifeless. so emotionless. so… not you anymore.
and you wonder if that should ever happen. does it mean that you no longer care?
sometimes, you wonder. if you should just suppress it all inside. keep it all to yourself. mask it all with a happy face, a false smile. will that make others happy? yes, you guess… but sometimes… sometimes even the toughest mask could crack, revealing all the tears underneath. but sometimes… sometimes, you wonder. if you should just do that and not be overly emotional.
sometimes, you just wish you are not overly emotional… and it pains you to know that you have no idea how to be that person.
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